Fcuking bullshit. You always thinks you are right that's the sentence. Whatever. You got all the right to show your sadness to your friend. I dont care. Cause I'm who I am. Not what you want me to be.

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C.O.W. Im dead bored at home. No school. everyone in my class skipped NS3 due to fever. Everyone is sick. Im falling sick soon. Bad bad bad headache. Need a break now so I can do Ns3 notes so I can study. hahhaha! Wed stayed over at loft. Thurs visit their shoot. Then realised, it's so creepy. Nawar saw things. Larris feels things. Maybe just imagination. Kind of tired. He too. Sleeping like a log now, I guess. Thought of watching a movie or what. Guess, we can't. Kinda sleepy now.

Bye guys.
Hello bed-y.

Count down. Common test is coming. Ns4 due date is drawing near. Cool or what.? WHAT!!!!! That should be the answer for it. Stress. Ucentral done-d. Add back my 2% for NSL and 10% for CA. Definitely duh happy. It too me fcuk long to figure how to get that stupid application into my PDA. Due to my "hardworking-ness", always never charged my PDA or I literally forget about it. HAHHAHHAHA!!! But heng, can load at home without any assistant, like in school.

I cannot where I go but I think I this week was fast. Real fast. Diq that sillyboy is shooting and helping out adee and lin. Plenty of shoot this week and next week. HAHAHAHAH!!! I hope I could get a free time to go to Left Hook shoot. Damn, Common Test.

Im a "Ahmad" tomorrow. Driving my aunt to town, have lunch then TPY to TJ tuition. Follow to River Valley to go to the in-laws. Home-Sweet-Home.

Turning in. Pray I can drive to school during Common test. Or next monday.

Currently, week 5 of school term. Totally bored. I think school should do something to actually attract students to feel good about coming to school. Lectures are dry, tutorial are like "Shingz". SO IRRITATING. That's the word that came to my mind.
Practical test is this coming Thursday. So I gave myself an off day, tommorow, to study my NSL. Get prepared. There's so many to study. OHMYGOD. Then the following week is like the study week for everything. Then off for Common test. This sem is so Shingz up that the whole week is like test day. Monday till Friday. I prefer the last sem modules. Totally screwed. Im like in school everyday but there's nothing in my mind. Still in holiday mode I think. Fcuk, I really need to study to pull up my fcuking socks. Completed with most of my project. Left PAS, I think. Still not that bad. Oh, not forgetting my NS4. This is so screwed. I thought was a group project, ended up communication problem. INDIVIDUAL, PLEASE. ARGHHHHHH...

Not sure. Unsure. Things just happen too fast. I just couldnt cope with it. Next week is practical test. The week after is common test. Then a short getaway to Bangkok with family. Back to S'pore, Attachment. ARGHHHH, Im suffocating.

He, so busy with his stuff. Im currently worried. Panic. In doubt. I dont know which word fit me best. But I just dont know what to do. Crazy, haywire.

Im fat. Like fat. I need a slimming package. Ohmygod. So tempted to sign up one.

Thanks to all . The day really went smoothly like never before. Cool or what \m/?

Currently stuck at home. Russell Neil De Coasta, kind-hearted send me home.
Dummy silly boyfriend, Abdul Siddiq is shooting. But he's mad. Mad at me. Im like so angry also. * roll my eyes. Complaining this luh that luh. BABY, aku tau kau sayang saye. Tapi please. We got own life to lead also. Betul.? I<3You tau. Nothing to do. Saturday outing with mummy canceled. So aftermath, rot at home. * roll roll roll my eyes.

Boredom!!!!!!!!!!

Skipped school went to BBDC. Nervous. Tension. Whatever. Never knew life was so complicated till i turned 18. In another word, enter poly. The first 17years was easy, fun and never have to worry. If things dont turned the way I want then forget it. There's always alternative. But since entering to Poly I realised I cant. If Im not happy, then be it. Too bad for me. I cannot complaint nor harp at someone. It's too childish to do that. I have not have a real time of my own since Poly life start. Was always busy with things that I feel is unnecessary. Projects. Group Projects. Nevertheless, people who I cannot work with I also have to fit them in. I cannot literally leave them out. And there's time I wish They dont exist. Well, too bad, I start to harp on those nonsense stuff again. There's also people I wish that never leave me. But yet things happened the opposite way. So contradicting. I want those to stay left me. Those I dont wish to see them, they stay. Cool or what. I think is what. Not cool at all. Things makes me misarable these few days. I dont know how to explain, just feel there's something not right and something must be done. Yet, Im still here, statue. Doubt will have an answer real soon. Just pray real hard Tomorrow will be a good day for me. Just once and for all. EeeeeeKKK!!

In doubt of this. cool or what. I think I sucks to the core. I couldnt even decide what I want now. I dont know what im going ot do is fair or what. Im a failure to all. Be it a Student, Daughter, Sister, Friend or Partner. Never fails to make things worst. I dont know is you the one who is unlucky to have me or Im the one who should be happy then i get you as either of the category above. But now, I dont know what to do. Im in a maze. I want to yell and shout but I cant. I want to get out of this situation. I dont know if I got the guts to do so. But I hope it's just temporary. If I say it out maybe I will lose everything. But if I dont then Im not doing justice towards you. Just cannot get over. Fcuk it. Im not someone whom you people need.

Cool or what?? I so tired. Tired of school stuff and others. Things wasnt easy for me this few days. A lot of stuff to be complete by this week. Dumb-ass. Totally nonsense. I hate it man. This week i pray things will be smooth as baby skin. Really need it now. I want it to happen. Wish it will happen. Hope it will be mine.

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