lame day`!
was so tired yesterday`!
going rounds to look for my cardigan`!!
i lost it in e bar`!
so angry`!!!!!
GRRRRRR~
well, i still looking.
haven't found one that suit my criteria.
but i bought 2 shorts.
then me WW HJ went to CAFE CARTELL for supper.
getting fatter each & everyday`!!
i think i need to go on diet!
today was like duh~
woke up but it was so unwillingly`
i don't know why i woke up that early.
but was sort of being disturb.
i feel like getting back but just too lazy to walk back to my lovely bed.
so lie on the sofa slack a bit
then was watching my favourite.
MY SECRET GARDEN
then detached the curtains
was almost done with everything
i went to bath
headed to the ZENTURY NAILS to get my nails done`!
surcharged is so ex`!
then went to meet WX at HJ's place.
chat awhile then went back to change & shopping with mummy & aunt ling
I DIDN'T BUY ANY COS' NOTHING CATCH MY EYES`!
but mummy bought a number of stuff.
was so tired so cabbed home and have dinner.




was so happy cos' i didn't fail my 'o' level.
which also means i don't need to leave SINGAPORE`!!
which means i can stay;also means i can be with my DEAR friends.
more life;more stuff;more relation`!

i feel so different.
i didn't know what to do with my result.
well i got many courses.
just that i don't really like those.
the first 3 was the one i like.
others was so ramdom.
well, wasn't that great either.
was so down.
so we all went to drink.
this time change place.
no longer LEGEND
it's the e bar`!!
together with warren kenny PW HJ cindy WW WX`!
was sort of fun luhx`!
well a series of show was caught by my eyes.
so cindy & me disgust as lesbian.
hahax`!!
so fun`!!
was singing with warren`!!
新不了情 rocks`!!
generally result was not so good`!!
able to get in to poly` ITE`!
appllied my form A
choose 9poly course 3ITE course`!
but i pray hard that i can get into my first course
that's the path i want to go.
seriously that is what i feel`!
the passion is within me`!

i'm into a serious sickness.
i having these butterflies that actually stuck inside me`!!
which is a sign; warning; indication
of me being too stressed out.
for the result is going to be out so soon.
i'm not prepared.
yesterday was so stressed during the night.
when aunt ling & aunt betty was talking about my result release.
both were supportive.
they say that it's okay that i didn't do well.
cos' everyone have their own strong point.
and aunt ling say she want to sent me oversea to study.
as in if i didn't do well for my 'o' level.
i don't want to go oversea.
i think if i really didn't do well enough i just have to try again.
if i were to leave singapore it will be another 2-3years
before i could come back.
and i know i'll be home sick.
i'll miss all my friends.
ESP. huijing cindy lingwei wanxin peiwen weiwen.
generally all those that goes out with me more often.
so i told aunt ling that actually i don't wish to be sent oversea.
it may be a good start for me over there.
all those unwanted memories of mine.
but i think it's good that i wait till my result is out then i settle about this oversea things.
so i'm praying so hard that i want the result which allows me to enter into the course.
well, let the god lead me to where i should be.
as i believe him.
this result thing is getting my head big.
i was so worried i think i didn't really get into sleep yesterday night.
gosh`!
i'm so worry.
it's like i'm going to die.
i'm like gasping for breathe.

was sort of asking my best friend
about the 'waste money' thing
well`!
conclusion is i will give up for the time being
hahax`!
was so happy i bought my SONY MP3
with my baby cindy`!
she met up with me at my working place`!
so touched luh`
when round shopping
she bought herself a pair of shoes
and me big spender
hahax`!
well. i cannot choose people
i can choose my life`!
yesterday was a long day for me
trenny lao shi was telling me how EASECOX going to give me big money
well. my intention is good
i want to inheritated that
anyway.
i'm going for it`!
EASECOX gave my big money for the time being
as every piece i sell i get 40bucks`!
imagine everyone at least have to buy 2 pieces`
hahax`
but i still got things to clear`
so i'm joining them taking their exam
to be their 'DESIGNER'
then slowly i'll beat the record of the youngest 5A
well, the currently most youngest is my DIAMOND lao shi
omg`
you cannot imagine she is only 23 this year`!
i want to be like her`!
she such a good goal for me`!
well, i still will take up nursing`
at least i got a cert.
and that's the plan currently`!

gosh`!
15jan 08
my decade friend`!!
HO LING WEI`!
that's her big day
which none of us forget`!
was an unforgettable one`!
the present i think was a nice one`!
creative thinker then will thought of this ideal`!
only that idiot sk`!
didn't attend`!



i feel so sick now`!
i don't know.
only if someone can tell me
even i have learn to let go off
yet still holding back.
that's stupid.
well, practically none can let it off easily
that's what i thought luh`
but somehow things that i do was all those stupid one`!
grr~


going to give myself a special present for my b'd
something called ''waste money'' towards sk`!
hey sk that's a surprise for my future you know`~
u should be happy that i tell you`
keep it a secret`!

CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT(6/22-7/22)
Trustworthy.
Attractive.
Great kisser.
One of a kind.
Loves being In long-term relationships.
Extremely energetic.
Unpredictable.
Will exceed your expectations.
Normally not aFighter, but will if neccessary.

hey`!!
i did sleep by 11.
well was late by HALF AN HOUR
not a BIG deal`??
but i was not a good girl.
cos i did sleep by 11 that day.
but yesterday i didn't`!!
was sleeping by 3am`!
omg`!!
DARK CIRCLE`DARK CIRCLE`!!!
i so sad`!!
my heart-ache so ache`!!
boy you don't know how it was
to have u bury inside me`
yet i cannot feel you`!
yesterday drinking again`!
LEGEND`
but this time don't have kenneth & cindy
but saw cindy at cine`
yesterday was so fun`!
but i start to hate drinking`!
more to singing`!
PEOPLE YOU ALL SHOULD GO LEGEND
COS' PEOPLE THERE SINGS REAL WELL`!
i was like sick of chivas
but i don't know how`!
that's the way i cannot feel my heart being ache`!

I'M SAD`!!
I'M SAD`!!
I'M SAD`!!
i don't know i just feel sad`!!
devastated`!!
unspeakable`!!
yesterday was fun till`!
wooh`!
wei wen pei wen & special person`!
we went to legend`!!
drink was what we did`!
make friends was another`!
hahax`!
we know KENNETH who is allergy to 'SEE HUM'`!
next is CINDY who is a girl that don't look like her age`!
and her secret is DRINK MORE ALCOHOL`!
hahax`!!
but peiwen stomach not feeling well`!
peiwen you need to rest more okay`!!
then we cabbed back home`!
today the shop was so busy`!
hahax`!
i was so lethegic i hardly move`!
i just sit there and stone`~
then i was so tired i didn't went for the training`!
TOO TIRED~!!
so i plan to sleep by 1030pm latest
hahas`!

Its been hours seems like days
Since you went away
And all I do is check the screen
To see if you're okay
You don't answer when I phone
Guess you want to be left alone
So I'm sending you my heart, my soul
And this is what I'll say
I'm sorry, oh so sorry
Can't you give me one more chance
To make it all up to you E-mail my heart
And say our love will never die
And I, I know you're out there
And I know that you still care (I know that you still you care)
E-mail me back and say our love will stay alive
Forever.......... e-mail my heart
I can see you in my mind
Coming on the light
And opening in this letter
That I've sent a hundred times
Here's a picture of us two
I look so good on you
And can't you please forgive me
For the hurt I've put you through

omg`!
i just don't know how to put it into words`!
the feeling was like.
*shit! i don't feel like giving a damn`!
but eventually i can't`!
that's the feel now`!
well.
it's torturing though
i must have those iron will
if i were to make it through
but seriously
how could i?
what can i do to forget
i did not make myself so sinful
instead i carry on.
making which i hate to say.
those were the most miserable days.
i don't wish to see or speak.
that's how i make my life goes on.
i cannot make myself believe.
believe that relation don't hurt.

well, many days i didn't post my entries.
yesterday was the 2nd January
my darling cousin, first year of actual schooling
everyone in the house is so excited about his new environment
SJJ, nice place nice school.
prepared him since morning
attended the talk about the school system
my granny dozed off half way through the talk`!
then catch a movie with PW WW cindy & mun ling`!!
oh` i changed my phone to a don't know what china brand PDA
ah` just hacked care about that`
that's my uncle who bought it.
today was so lazy to get off my bed
but i have to`
my granny is nagging at my ear
soon my ear drum going to burst
i just have to get up`!
got up and get myself prepared
went to pick TJ darling
brought him to school
taught him how to buy food place back the cutlery
omg`!
alot of things that i need to settle`!
i just don't wish to face it`!
it's like i don't want to know about it`!
okay`!
i should be happy`!
but`![keyword]
i don't want anyone to get hurt or i hurt myself`!
omg`!
suffering from headache`!!

well, first post for the NEW YEAR`!
i didn't expect much`
okay, i shall start with yesterday program.
yesterday
i got up really early but slept really late the day before
then i get myself prepared
met cindy
was sort of rotting at huijing home
was watching tv playing com
SLEEPING`!
then PW called
then cindy and me headed to bugis`!
wasn't the way we expect
then took a cab down to suntec
baby bought a handphone`!
met RYAN, PW friend
then we went to do our nails at Nails r us
well, was not a good shop.
then SK came to met us
together with jasmin & justin
we watch I Am Legend
not really nice show
but the sound effect scared me`!!
well, SK get MORE than that`!!
hahax`!
i hope his watch is not spoilt
if not i have to pay for it`!
hahax`
then we down to O TWO with PW
met up with WW HUIHUI & FRIENDS
drank`!
omg`!
i was a bit tipsy
not to those stage i can't walked properly`!
was suffering headache
but was not so badly hurt`!
hahax`!
was really messy~
WW scared i sleep in the pathway
well, when she call i already at my dream bed sleeping`!
yesterday was so FUN
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS`!!!

ZLVEN ERYN WONG.

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| XINYI
| DERY
| WALLA
| KENNY
| RYAN
| MAGDALENE
| AMY
| VAL
| IVY
| WARREN
| HUIMIANG
| JASMINE TJM
| JASMINE TSL
| PEIWEN
| SENIOR
| KHAIRUL
| JASON NG
| AH-SOO
| ARIEL
| VANESSA
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