okay. today was the leap year.
i feel so down.
i've been like days only see tattoo for only a FEW hours.
okay. no comment about it.
leap year; no relation;no drinking.
a promised promise.
well, not 100% no alcohol.
just that i'll not drink when there isn't an occasion.
maybe i'll just go dancing in the dance-floor.
okay i think that wouldn't be bad right`?
that's fine i think`??
soon in hours time i'll go attend a wake with aunty ling.
and currently i'm like only working 2-3 hours a day.
tomorrow i'll be free.
so is sunday.
but sunday i need to go and see aunty betty's dad thing.
he will then cremated.
aunty betty is like my god mum.
she really nice.
today when to eat korean fried rice cake.
yummy.
intend to but shoes but i think nobody is free.
so give up the intention.
really feel so weird.
aunty betty is so strong.
i felt so happy to see her being strong.
i love her.

grey should ne the colour for today.
alot of things happen.
i will pray for aunt betty's dad.
he went home yesterday night.
even i knew aunt betty was mentally prepared.
but i still sense she really feel sad.
her sadness is like killing me.
i was praying for her.
she's like my second mummy.
i feel so helpless.
helpless in a sense i can't do anything.
only sliently watch her busy worry rushing for her dad's wake.
may god bless him.
i really feel so bad, when aunt betty told me yesterday i couldn't sleep.
i knew she couldn't take it also.
but she still came to work.
aunty betty please be strong.
god will always bless you.
i feel so bad today.
i felt tired as i didn't sleep well.
but i think aunty betty was worst then me.
so i was trying to give her my hundred and one percent of strength to keep her going.
she also try her best.
i hope god can give her some help.
she will feel better.
i hope i can help her.
i hope she feel better now.

to the secret, i may not know who you are, but i just hope we don't get into any misunderstanding.
cos' it's just ain't the way i want it to be.
so hope you can accept it.
if not you can choose not to read it.
cos this is an open blog, i can choose to be selective but it's a hassle to do it.
so i appreciate you give me comment, thanks.


now is like 1am.
still didn't went into sleepy mode.
was so happy that actually my dear friends came in time to love me once again.
they are really good nice people.
they don't come & go, they stay by me.
once again.
dear kenny love me.
dear WX care for me.
i realised all my friends ain't passer-by.
they are like angel.
each has it's own way to TLC me.
thanks.
for him, he's already be my past.
maybe i have done too much or too little.
he can't be mine anymore.
holding on ; dwelling on , it's no longer making me feel happy or feel love.
having you in the past was a candy for a kid.
crying on for you now was like having a cancer cell in me.
it's not i don't have love wthin me for you.
it's time for me to forgo everything.
having memories, be it good times or bad times.
things ain't going to change for me.
maybe there is still a corner for you.
thinking about it.
i'm silly, humans are just animals with high developed brain & structure.
think highly of themselves.
but everyone has it's own good skill in them which god gave it to them.
i'm being holy here, for this moment.
sometime i wish i fail my 'o' so i can go oversea to study.
leave all this " burden" and study there.
but i came to realise i can't.
if i have friend with me in singapore and i can feel lonely.
i think out there me, being alone, i will die of loneliness.
thanks for everything. those credits really need to go to all my friends`!

yesterday was god damn fun lorx.
yesterday was mango's b'd also your b'd.
the you, my dear dear. you should know right.
so crazy lorx.
everything wasn't the way i thought.
but really a boohoo.
okay i met peiwen at 9.
enter into PLAY.
was walking around cos still not the time to celebrate.
so went to LEGEND.
met up with amy.
so amy also went to PLAY.
then ryan was amy & my boyfriend.
but amy left early lahx.
so ryan was my boyfriend of the day.
i think he's cute.
lol.
too into their circle le.
then later ryan damian esc eugenia amy we go PLAY dance-floor.
omg.
it's so~ crazy.
i think damian in a goggy mood already lorx.
he in the dance-floor keep stripping himself.
if not he strip others.
lol.
then esc is like so shy.
damian so high.
he go round shopping.
wahahax.
the he n shawn took off their tops and dance.
so crazy lorx.
then damian come round me and him dance like hell.
he feel me i feel him.
then he say i think i want to become straight.
lol.
he sor de lorx.
then we are so high.
but dance floor too crowded le.
lucky all A.J
if not i don't like.
cos' like let people touch.
then later shawn eugenia ryan daimain esc & me went to maxwell to eat.
we didn't really ate anything.
was just a drink.
so was like okay.
if not i think i will get damn huge after a few nights of these.

[Part 1] Self Confidence: 60% -> You doubt yourself in some situations.

[Part 2] Sensory Perceptions: 69% -> Sensitive to stimulation around you.

[Part 3] Body Language: 53% -> You don't know how to use body language to your advantage yet.

[Part 4] Conversational Skills: 93% -> A real talent!

[Part 5] Empathy For Others: 73% -> Occasionally empathizes with others.


You are a typical girl, like the majority.

THE CLOTHES TEST ABOUT ME

What others see from your style - You probably live in your own little world and studiously avoid having to search for your own identity. You may feel that you are not loved, and being in your imaginary world is your way of coping with this. You get moody easily.

What your nightclothes reveal - You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties - You are a happy and contented person. You are protective of your friends, honest and tidy. You are hardworking and like to be the person in charge.

What others see from your belts - You are a lonely and demanding person. You are hardworking as well as intelligent, and can be passionate when in love.

What others see from your shoes - You are kind and open-minded. You may not be talkative, but you are friendly and enjoy the company of intelligent people. You always keep the secrets of others, and never play tricks on people.

What others see from your earrings - You are probably a free spirit at heart with artistic talent. You are absolutely unique and are always coming up with lots of great ideas. Being happy is your most important goal.

The last analysis - You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.

How do I behave when in love?

Here is the analysis: You could be heading for trouble if you don't loosen up just a little bit. Don't be so suspicious of him. He did have a life before he met you. You are too pessimistic about your relationship, and this could, ironically, be the reason that it will eventually end. Cut him some slack, and you'll find he comes back to you of his own accord anyway

omg`!!!!
i cannot believe it`
i'm posted to nee ann poly.
actually i was so sad.
all of my friends received it in early morning
as early as 6am.
well, i woke up at 6am.
cause i need to run some errand.
then when i'm done with my bath i saw amy message.
telling me that she entered RP.
i was like why i haven't received any.
then i was like praying.
praying real hard.
i was going to bust into tears.
then i tried calling everyone.
but actually i was quite ignorance lahx.
i was worried in the morning.
so actually all my energy was being drained.
then i was like so worry.
i don't know why i fell a asleep.
then when jing called me then i woke up.
she told me things then make me worry again.
so i cabbed down back to my house.
cause the computer is down.
so i need to go home to use my lappy.
then i was like gosh.
i didn't receive any mails either.
so i faster enter the web for JAE.
luckily i saw my post.
NP, HEALTH SCIENCE.
thanks to those who pray for me.
my granny mummy aunt ling tj aunty betty val.
these were those who really pray hard for me.
thanks.
god really answer a sincere prayer.
i do believe.
oh. one more. i got my burberry blue label wallet.
omg. i can't believe it happen to me.
two good things happen on me in one day.
overwhelmed.

Okay, This is a test i took to see the TRUE me.

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

okay i was like "ta-da"
everything did turned out to be fine.
but what really hurt me was the things he said to me.
i was like a chance.
months, i feel so different.
ya. laugh all the way you all want.
ya, i'm silly i can't get over the man.
so what, it's no longer about pride.
yes. last time pride & diginity was everything to me.
but actually, what really matter to me now was him.
to anyone, it's like not a big deal at all.
man don't worth a single cent.
but to me, him, he's every single thing in my life now.
that's how silly i can be.
it's only misses misses misses.
that's the only thing i got for him.
okay. i was once i kept staring at tattoo.
but today. i mean after all this thing happen.
he was like telling me he hate my stubborn hate my attitude.
at that moment i wish i could gave him a slap and tell him off.
because after so many months, i mean months.
i don't know. i used to get over man easily.
ya, i used to hate man.
man used to be a jerk to me.
i don't give them a damn.
cause due to somethings.
but after i met him.
things change.
i used to be independant, but now i was so dependant.
i need him to decide things for me.
i want him to nagged me.
i don't know why , just don't ask.
i'm not longer the WONG SIEW FONG i used to be.
cause things has changed.
unless now i go for a woman.
but now, no one can replace him.
就算好马不吃回头草 ：我，这匹马回头草是吃定了。
因为那片草原的草是我爱吃的草。
很多个月，孤单：寂寞：悲伤：拥抱。

Cancer
Happiness is a sweater that has been your friend for years. Almost as attached to clothing as you are to your loved ones, you've spent years trying to bring back parachute pants, nehru jackets and jumpsuits. Some of these things may still be in your wardrobe, as will the most comfortable styles from every trend that catches your eye from now on. Even clad in the most traditional or comfortable of garb, you always keep an air of femininity about your wardrobe. Lace takes precedence over denim, and cargo pants are definitely out. One of the only things you spend haphazardly on is lingerie, from sports bras to sultry nighties. A favorite outfit might be a long, flowing skirt with a v-neck sweater and a raincoat. On warm days, beachwear and wraps with sandals are a must.Long necklaces and pretty jewelry makes any outfit complete. Pearls are a favorite, and any shade of green is a pleasure to don. You probably don't go much for makeup, unless it is soft and easy to manage. You might not even own a blow dryer, preferring to let your hair dry naturally and hang down over your shoulders. On busy or windy days, you may only pause to pull it back in a loose knot. Cancer prefers to dress for the comforts of home and isn't given to new trends, but you know how to look for the world outside.

a week a update`!
that will be the routine now!
omg`!
i so happy lorx.
okay i shall start from monday.
i went back to work hope to see tattoo.
but he didn't come for don't know 987654321DAYS.
i think tattoo came back during valentine day.
that day which i was off.
okay that was sad.
but i was happy during valentine.
morning i went to gym with HJ so was sort of tired.
from 11 till 2.
okay some of the time was in jacruzzi.
hahax
then i message him.
it took me some courage.
cause' i always message but then he hardly reply.
but he did reply.
so i was so overwhlemed.
i was like woohoo.
but end up the same.
so i was sad.
then the next day i went back to work.
i saw tattoo.
tattoo pass-by look into my shop.
i so happy.
so cute lorx.
then later i went to toilet tattoo come out from the toilet lorx.
wah. i can't stand lorx.
so charming lorx.
so sweet.
then tattoo pass-by my shop like 2-3 times also look into my shop lorx.
tattoo.
juat like a tattoo in my heart.
i don't know is YC good or tattoo nice.
both were so charming.
but i still like YC more.
afterall, it's a 3years plus.
knew him since sec one.
i don't know how.
he filled me up with everything.

sad is the word
it's the third day and i fell sick.
omg`!!
this year CNY was sort of BORING`!!
there isn't much thing to do.
yesterday was bleahs. insipid i should say.
but at night i met up with vannessa keith WW & mavin.
mavin was like a super short one.
he was sitting there then chatted a SHORT while.
okay, it's a really short one.
then we went singing.
then warren & kenny came along too.
but WW & me was about to leave.
so WW & me cabbed home.
was all ready to have a good night sleep
but i couldn't sleep at all i was having block nose!!!
i was up for don't know how many times.
then finally i could get some rest it's already like 5am.
the next thing i know my granny woke me up.
i was in a foul mood.
i couldn't get a nice good night sleep then i was being disturbed.
woke up about like 7plus.
headed to ICA buliding
i needed a new passport~
was waiting till i cannot take it i fell asleep.
after i finished with my passport i went to see doctor with my mummy.
both of us was down with flu.
thanks anti-biotic.
please keep me away from all those flu.
i want to get well`!!!

gong xi fa cai
hong bao na lai`!!
hahax`!
today was the 1st day of CNY`!!!
woke up at 9plus thinking that huijing they all have woke up.
but sad to say they still sleeping.
then i sat there stone.
then my ninth grand-aunt came.
sat down drank a bowl od sweet dessert.
yummy`!!!
still got a long way to go`!!!
now only morning`!!
i waiting for my coffee prince`!!
yuling faster wake up~!!!
cannot wait.
okay now i need to say about past few days.
yesterday was san shi wan`!!!
so like the past few year i will go HJ darling place for dinner.
then we will do alot of funny things after that.
but yesterday i wasn't that well.
i was down with a bad flu.
which i was having now also.
then actually wanted to sing K at HJ place but wasn't a success so we went down for our past time favourite ICE-CREAM`!!!
it was HJ YL YT CORRIE & ME`!!
than we sat down was chatting so funny.
alot of funny thing came out of our mouth.
that was fun.
and the time past so fast then i didn't realise it was alr 11plus!!!
quickly rushing home.
but the jouney to my house was ardous~~
that will explain my best friend how well they treat me.
but was really fun.
i want more nian san shi wan`!!
gather all my friends.
having this kind of fun stuff was really indeed a nice one.

2 feb was the most fucking day i have for this year.
i mean for so far.
gosh no one know how bad i feel.
but with the TOUCH i received make me feel so much more better`!!
thanks aunt betty.
TOUCH really is the main source of heal.
i feel so down like usual if i really so down and i got no one to turn to i do stupid thing.
this time i bought UNO.
well, i should phrase it in a sense that i mean no harm but was just merely feel so depressed and i don't wish to turn to anyone.
either they are busy or i just don't wish to talk to them.
knowing they will ticked me off i rather turned myself off.
being stuck in here.
neither i could feel you nor i can see the need within me.
now i sense it out the phrase of
' so near yet so far'
it wasn't that easy for it's been months.
i really mean months.
i don't know how it got into me.
turning me into demon.
uncontollable tears & emotion
turned me into who i am.
who i can't feel.
even i see myself in the mirror every single day.
but i just don't know what i'm thinking.
that's the most horrible thing it can happen to a human.
okay enough of those stupid saying.
yesterday was so depressed okay?
i did alot of stupid thing.
which is a no good.
i woke up late took a cab to work.
saw uncle wilfred.
walked together to the shop.
then he went off.
was telling aunty betty how depressed i feel.
she talked to me and gave me a touch.
felt so much better and went for me dental appointment.
i think Dr cheng will feel so sick about me.
seeing him almost fornight.
hahax`!!
well, can't blame it really dropped off`!!
then went to uncle pak's house for dinner.
well, before that i was snoring hard.
cause my body system was so badly hurt for the past few weeks.
so i slept like a pig.
even they was disturbing me.
i can't help it.
not realising a number of calls & message was left unattended.
then was eating like pig.
ta-ta` then i realised i'm having the DIET thing.
so i stopped and walked away from the table to the hall.
watching those boring shows.
so bored that i want to go home.
so aunt kim & uncle chee meng send us home.
uncle pak went to his pub.
so he didn't have the chance to see the new car of aunt kim.
went home n settle a bit.
WW rang up and we met at chinatown.
went to legend.
okay this time only two of us.
that's was like so bored okay.
but was a bit weird. only the two of us.
okay.
we order a bucket.
drinking beer for me is a feat.
so mark saw and he came by and open 1 more bottle insisting i have to finish it within half an hour.
hahas.
stress engulfed me.
was trying real hard.
beer really taste so different.
then later he was talking behind me, which gave me a fright.
he said i was such a timid person, and the fact is i was shocked by the voice from the back not knowing who is talking.
ohh. legend was such a nice pub.
with mark n the cap guy.
it really washed away my bad days.
the cutie mark.
unforgetable.
the way he answer the question we asked.
was like '' SO CUTE ''!!
well , if he wasn't then i think i can concentrate on him rather making '' him '' feel that i'm a shameless bitch.
then WW & me headed to maxwell ate prawn noodle.
then walked around the area.
we took cab home.
so a bit not thinking well.
was having heavy head.

gosh.
i didn't realise that it had been like
987654321 DAYS that i did not upload about my blog
well, life was sort of busy.
was buzzing like a bee though.
was working since morning till night.
now then i found some time to upload.
and the clock soon strike 12`!!!
that's how busy i am`!!
okay back to my updates.


CNY is drawing near was so busy with all the clients.
earn quite a bit.
all those bits & pieces.
well, per piece $40.
i'm now a rich lady.
joking only`!!!!
i'm poor okay.
all thanks to condoms`!!!
i don't understand why on earth people want to like create such a nice box for CONDOMS~!!!
grr`!!!
i bought 4 boxes`!!
cost me a bomb`!!
but some was really cool`!!
got some was like so cool`!!
but sadly to say i don't need them`!!
hahax`!!
i can't use it right`!
so i need to keep it`!!
for fun`!!
but i got one that has dotted & ribbed`!!
omg`!!
so i think i going to keep it for my FUTURE~!!!
joking`!!
i think it will rot by then`!

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