♥.|| NOT ME. NOT YOU. ||

October 31, 2007

CHINESE WAS LIKE
DAMN EASY`!
WELL, EASIER THAN WHAT I HAVE
FOR PRELIM`!
TODAY WAS FUN OKAY`!
WAS TALKING WITH KENNY DURING THE BREAK
HE SUGGESTED TO GO KOU FU`!
AFTER THE PAPERS
WE ALL AGREED
SO WE WENT `!
THEN AFTER THAT WAS LIKE
VERY FULL`!
SO WENT UP SKY GARDEN
HAHAX`!
WHEELS ON THE BUS GO ROUND & ROUND`!
WAS GOING ROUND & ROUND`!
ROUND & PLAYED CATCHING
HAHAX`!
I WAS INJURED OKAY`!
MY LEG NOW GOT SCARS
UGLY SCARS`!
BUT THERE WILL BE A CATCHING SESSION AGAIN
THIS FRIDAY`!
SKY GARDEN`!
FUN CATCHING`!

♥ posted on 6:10 PM

October 30, 2007

SAD`!
PAPER TWO WAS LIKE HELL`!
I THINK I WILL FAIL
OMG`!
I DON'T WANT TO FAIL
I KNEW I DID THE WRONG THING
GOD`!
I BEG YOU
LIKE MY TEACHER SAID
I CAN FAIL UMPTEEN TIME
I CAN TRY ALL MY BEST
BUT I JUST HAVE TO PASS ONCE
THAN EVERYONE WILL SAY THAT I'M LUCKY
CAN YOU LET ME BE THE LUCKY ONE`?
I JUST NEED IT ONCE AND LET ME
ENTER THE COURSE I ALWAYS WANTED
MAYBE JUST TOO SELFISH TO THINK THAT`
WELL, NO CHOICE
I NEED THIS CERTIFICATE
SORRY TO ALL`!
I DON'T KNOW
ALL THE PAPERS WAS HARD
HOPE MODULATION CAN PULL ME UP`!
I'LL SEE HOW
THIS TIME WAS NOT AS EASY LIKE 'N'
GOSH`!
I SHOULDN'T HAVE COME BACK TO TAKE 'O'
THEN I WOULDN'T BE SO DAMN SAD`!
DAMN STRESS`!
I WORRY & CARES ALOT BOUT MY RESULTS
I DON'T KNOW I REALLY DAMN SAD`!

♥ posted on 9:07 PM

October 29, 2007

HAHAX`!
THIS WILL BE A LATE UPDATE`!
YESTERDAY WAS A SUPER FUNNY DAY `!
WELL, AT FIRST WAS YULING &YUTING
BOTH WERE EXCITED
AND SCARE HUIJING & I
SNATCH THEIR ''ICE-CREAM''
SO THEY ONLU TOOK 2 SPOONS FOR THEMSELVES
WELL, HUIJING & I WAS LOOKING AT THEM
THEN SUDDENLY THEY OPEN UP THE TUB OF 'ICE-CREAM'
REALISING THAT IT WAS A TUB OF WORM
THAT THEIR FATHER USED TO FEED THE FISH
WAHAHA`!
WAS FUNNY`!

TOO EXCITED OVER A TUB OF WORM`!

THEN WAS CINDY`!

SUPER FUNNY TOO`!

WE WENT TO KOU FU AFTER

OUR TUITION

WELL, AS USUAL

WE ATE THE SAME STALL

THEN THIS CINDY

SCOOP A SPOONFUL OF SOUP

THEN SHE BLOW REAL HARD

THAT IT ONLY LEFT 1/3 OF THE SOUP

THERE IS NO WAY U CAN FEEL

THAT YOU ARE DRINKING SOMETHING

SHE ARHX`!

MUDDLE-HEAD`!

♥ posted on 5:24 PM

OMG`!
THIS IS THE MOST HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE
THREE PAPERS`!
WELL, IT'S NOT TOTALLY DIFFICULT
THE ENGLISH PAPER GAVE ME A HEADACHE`!
I ONLY LEFT 45MINUTES TO COMPLETE MY COMPOSITION`!

I WAS RUSHING LIKE HELL

AFTER THAT MET UP WITH JING`CINDY`KENNY

WE WERE LAUGHING ALL THE WAY

FROM SCHOOL TO BUS STOP TO KOU FU

WELL,WE ARE TOO CRAZY

I CANNOT EVEN REMEMBER

WHAT WE WERE LAUGHING TOO

WAS EATING + READING MATHS

BUT THIS TIME I DIDN'T FEEL THE FEAR

BUT SOME HOW I'M SCARE

THOSE WERE THE PAPERS

I DON'T KNOW

BUT SOME HOW THE FEELING WASN'T RIGHT

I TOLD KENNY THIS

HE AGREED AS HE ALSO

DIDN'T HAD THAT FEELING

MATHS PAPER WAS OKAY`!

BUT I FEEL THAT I WILL HAVE

PLENTY OF CARELESS MISTAKE

HERE AND THERE`!

FRIGHTEN BY ALL THOSE NUMBERS`!

WELL, TOMOROW IS THE MATHS PAPER 2

AFTER THAT I MUST GO ALL THE WAY

FOR MY POA` PHYSIC

THAN THAT WILL BE EVERYTHING`!

TOO HARD FOR ALL THE 'O's PAPER

GIVE ME A BREAK`!

I NEED A BREAK`!

♥ posted on 5:08 PM

October 27, 2007

I GAVE MYSELF A BREAK AGAIN

I FOUND OUT THAT

IF I HAVE TO STUDY MORE HOURS

IN A DAY

THE NEXT DAY I'LL GIVE MYSELF A BREAK

A SO CALLED REST

WELL, YESTERDAY WAS NINE HOURS

TODAY WAS ZERO HOURS

BUT AT LEAST I GOT SOME NEWS

ABOUT THINGS I CAN DO AFTER 'O's

WEN YAN HELPED

SO THANKS

IT'S A VERY ATTRACTIVE PAY JOB

WENT TO HUIJING HOUSE

INTEND TO STUDY BUT WE END UP WATCHING

CUPID PRANK

WELL, IT'S A SHOW THAT SAYS

THAT THE GUY CAN ONLY HAVE

SEX SEVEN TIMES IN HIS LIFE

WELL, FOR ME IT'S INTERESTING

AFTERALL IT'S A SEX-ROMANCE SHOW

SO, MORE OR LESS I WILL LIKE IT

AFTER THAT I WENT TO MEET

KENNY`JIAYI`KAT`WARREN`CINDY

TOGETHER WITH HUIJING

SAT DOWN THERE DIDN'T TALKED MUCH

FEEL BORED THEN WE WENT HOME

ACTUALLY I WANTED TO SAY ALOT

BUT I WASN'T IN A MOOD

AND I BELIEVED WHAT I'M GOING

TO SAY WILL PISSED SOMEONE OFF

SO BETTER KEEP MY MOUTH OUT OF TROUBLES

JUST HANG THE PHONE

CHATTING WITH THEM FOR HOURS`!

AT LEAST SOMEONE CAN UNDESTAND

WHAT I REALLY WANT

TO HAVE SOMEONE TALKING TO ME

NOT LIKE THOSE JERK`!

TOTALLY`!

NOT I WANT TO BE A UN-STRAIGHT

BUT IS HOW I FEEL

GIRLS ARE ALWAYS MORE UNDERSTANDING

AND IF I WANT TO HAVE A BOY

I DON'T THINK IT WILL BE A SINGAPOREAN

THAT'S THE WAY I FEEL

THEY AREN'T ROMANTIC

THEY ARE JUST BORING PEOPLE

NOT EXCITING PEOPLE

WITH NO FEELING FOR OTHERS`!

♥ posted on 11:37 PM

October 26, 2007

HAHAX`!
MY TALKING SESSION`!
WELL, TODAY WAS A VERY TEDIOUS DAY
I WOKE UP AT 7.30AM
WENT TO PREPARE
ATE MY BREAKFAST
9AM I CALLED HUIJNG
SO I WENT TO HER HOUSE
MET HER THEN WE MET CINDY
AT COMMONWEALTH
WAITED FOR XINYI
SHE WAS DAMN LATE`!

THEN TOOK MRT TO YULING WORKPLACE`

WAS A TUITION CENTRE

WE STUDIED MATHS FROM 11AM TILL 1PM

REST FOR LUNCH

WAS PLAYING

WITH THAT 'MALAY GIRL'

WAS FUNNY `!

THEN BACK TO SERIOUS WORK

WE LEARN A LOT OF TOPIC

THEN CINDY & XINYI WENT FOR

STAMFORD'S TUITION

TUITION THEIR ENGLISH`

THEN LEFT HUIJING LUANNE&ME

YULING GAVE US EACH

FAIRFIELD`CREASENT`CEDAR

PRELIM 2006 PAPER TO DO

HEY`!

I DID IMPROVE I CAN DO QUITE A NUMBER

OF THOSE BRANDED SCHOOL PAPER

HAHAX`!

WE LEFT AT 7PM

WALKED OUT `

WE WALKED ALONG THE PATH

THEN THERE WAS A BLACK CAT

LYING AT THE MIDDLE OF THE PATH

YULING TOLD US THE CAT MIGHT BE DIED

SO WE WALKED IN A STRAIGHT LINE

THEN OUT OF THE SUDDEN

THE CAT TURNED IT'S HEAD

AND NEXT MOMENT

I SAW LUANNE JUMP DIAGONALLY ACROSS ME

SHE WAS CUTE OKAY`!

WE WAS LAUGHING AT HER

WE WERE NOT BEING MEAN BUT WAS FINDING IT FUNNY`!

♥ posted on 11:04 PM

GEOGRAPHY PAPER

WAS TOUGH

I DID ALMOST ALL THE QUESTIONS

BUT WHAT I REALLY DIDN'T DO WAS

MAP-READING

I'M SUCKS IN THIS TOPIC

THEREFORE , CONCLUSION

I'M A ROAD-IDIOT

HAHAX`!

AFTER GEOGRAPHY PAPER WENT TO EAT

AT KOU FU`!

THAT'S FOREVER THE PLACE

WELL, AS IT WAS SOMETHING

NEW`!

THEN HUIJING&ME WENT HOME

WAS RUSHING

WE NEED TO GO HELP WEIWEN'S MUM

SO TOOK BUS

WEIWEN WAS LATE OKAY`!

[SHE'S THE ONE WHO RUSH ME]

MET HER AT HER'S MUM SHOP

WAS PLAYING WITH THOSE SPECTACLES

HAHAX`!

THEN WE WENT TO WISMA`!

WENT TO CHARLES&KEITH

HER MUM ORDER 70PAIRS OF SHOES

OMG`!

I NEVER HAVE 70PAIRS OF SHOES IN MY WHOLE LIFE`!

WELL, DEFINITELY I DO HAVE

BUT I'LL THROW IT AWAY

MAYBE IT'S OBSOLETE`?

I THINK THOSE GUYS WILL DETEST US`?

WE WERE QUITE CHOOSY

AND THE PHONE WAS BEING PASS AROUND

THEY WAS VERY BUSY THEN

BUT TOO BAD THEY GOT NO CHOICE`!

AFTER THAT WENT BACK TO

KOU FU`!

EAT AGAIN

THEN WENT SKY GARDEN

PLAY AWHILE

WENT TO ANOTHER PLAYGROUND

PLAY`SING`CHAT

HAHAX`

WE RELAX OURSELVES AGAIN`!

♥ posted on 7:45 AM

October 24, 2007

WAS LIKE WHAT THE HELL`!
CHEMISTRY PAPER WAS
SORT OF ''OKAY''
IT WASN'T THAT HARD`!
WELL, THIS TIME I DID STUDY
BUT I SCARE THE RESULT
I SCARE IT TURN OUT TO BE
SOMETHING THAT I DON'T WISH
MAYBE I JUST DON'T WANT TO
LOSE`!
LOSE TO MY SISTER
YUP`!
I KNOW IT'S KIND OF STUPID TO COMPARE `!
BUT WELL I ONLY CAN MAKE MYSELF BETTER
BY COMPARING MYSELF TO HER
SINCE WE BOTH TOOK THE SAME COMBINATION

QUESTION THAT APPEAR IN PAPER

WAS SOMETHING I DID LEARN

BUT SOME WAS REALLY A CARELESS MISTAKE

I HOPE IT TURN OUT FINE

I REALLY SCARE

THIS IS THE LAST LAP

I DON'T WANT TO FAIL

I CANNOT AFFORD TO FAIL EITHER

I KNEW I CAN DO IT

IT'S JUST A MATTER OF CHOICE

I'M FOCUSING

BUT THE PROBLEM IS

HOW TO SCORE

I DON'T WANT TO PASS

BUT I WANT TO SCORE

I KNEW IT WOULD BE HARD

BUT I REALLY GO TO PLACES I WANT

TO SOME OF YOUR OUT THERE

MIGHT BE HEARING I WANT TO ENTER

NURSING `

YES, THAT'S MY CHOICE

BUT I STILL GOT A BETTER CHOICE

I WANT TO GO FOR 'A' LEVEL

AND STUDY PHYSOTHERAPIST

THAT IS MY AIM

WELL, I KNOW IT A BIT WAY OFF

BUT I'M TRYING OKAY`!

WELL, SAW HIM BUT

I TREAT HIM LIKE TRANSPARENT

JUST WHAT HE DID TOO`!

WELL, IT DID NOT BOTHER ME

WHAT I WAS REALLY WORRY ABOUT

WAS MY PAPER

NOW, I'M FOCUSING FOR ALL MY PAPER

I DIDN'T CARE

THOSE COLOURED EYES OF THEIR

IF THEY THINK I'M A BITCH THEN SO BE IT

BE MY GUEST

I DON'T CARE BUT AFTER MY 'O'

YOU CAN TASTE MY SPICY

WELL, I GOING TO LET MY HAIR OFF

ON 7TH NOV 2007

SO WATCH OUT

BUNCH OF MY FRIENDS

WILL BE GOING SAHARA

SHEESA SESSION

EEE`HAH

♥ posted on 8:10 PM

October 23, 2007

IF YOU PEOPLE DISLIKE THE WAY
I BEHAVE THEN DON'T BOTHER
TO TALK TO ME
I WILL NOT GO ROUND TO PLEASE
`EVERYONE
NEITHER ALL OF YOUR OUT THERE
CAN PLEASE ME`

IF I HAVE TO BEHAVE IN

OTHER MANNER

TOWARDS ANYONE`

IT SIMPLY MEANS

I EITHER FOND OF YOU

I DISLIKE YOU

BUT`!

IF YOU TRY TO STAB ME

THEN I THINK

I CANNOT BE A FRIEND OF YOURS

NEITHER I THINK YOU WANT TO BEFRIEND

I HAVE MAKE MYSELF CLEAR

WELL, IF THAT PERSON HAPPEN TO

READ THIS THEN I THINK

YOU UNDERSTAND

DON'T NEED TO ASK FOR

THOSE WHO KNOW ME

I WOULDN'T TELL

UNLESS YOU ARE IMPORTANT

FOR THOSE WHO DON'T UNDERSTAND

IT MEANS IT DOES NOT RELATE TO YOU

TODAY WENT STUDY WITH CINDY

JOIN JIAYI&JING JING

PLAYED WITH GUCCI FOR AWHILE

HAVE A LII` GIRLS TALK

SLEPT ABIT

JIA YI SEND JING &ME TO BUS STOP

WAS TALKING BOUT JIA'S COUSIN

OMG`!

I'M INTERESTED`!

HAHAX

♥ posted on 11:17 PM

oh, i carry a photograph
girl of the way you used to be
love looking back at me,
And it's just a memory
you were all laughter then
and you were my light when it was dark
how did we lose our way,
how did we fall apart
'cause something in our kisses
said love would never end
and deep down you still feel it too
but you won't let me in
so when you smile like mona lisa
my heart falls to pieces
('cause) smiling just can't hide
all the sadness in your eyes
if i could only hold you
love you like i used to
but girl what can i do
when you smile like mona lisa
when you smile like mona lisa
the way that i held you close
the way that you whispered my name
we made a work of art
know there's just an empty frame
all we had
baby we could have again
and deep down you still feel it too
but you won't let me in
so when you smile like mona lisa
my heart falls to pieces
('cause) smiling just can't hide
all the sadness in your eyes
if i could only hold you
love you like i used to
but girl what can i do
when you smile like mona lisa
so when you smile like mona lisa
my heart falls to pieces
('cause) smiling just can't hide
all the sadness in your eyes
if i could only hold you l
ove you like i used to
but girl what can i do
when you smile like mona lisa
i carry a photograph
girl of the way you used to be...

♥ posted on 11:10 PM

October 22, 2007

OMG I CANT BELIEVE IT MYSELF
JUST TWO MORE DAYS IT'S GOING TO BE MY 'O'
PANIC ENGULFED ME
I WAS SO SCARED
CAN YOU FEEL THE SAME?

TODAY WENT TO LIBRARY WITH

HJ`JY`TJY`WW

WASN'T REALLY STUDYING

I DON'T KNOW WHY

IT'S LIKE ALMOST A MONTH WE BREAK

WELL,I'M NOT REALLY DWELLING

OR THINKING ABOUT HIM

ANYMORE`!

SEE GIRLS CAN BE STRONG

EVEN IT'S A 3YEARS

A LONG RUN RELATIONSHIP

BUT SOMETIMES

WE SHOULD JUST LET IT GO

WHEN IT HAVE TO LEAVE

NO POINT HOLDING ON

I KNEW I DID HOLD ON A FEW TIMES

BUT SLOWLY I KNEW & LEARN TO LET GO

WELL,WHEN IT LEAVE YOU WILL FEEL

INSECURE AT TIMES

BUT IF YOU HAVE CLOSE GOOD FRIENDS

LIKE THOSE WHO STAND BY ME

YOU CAN QUICKLY RECOVER

JUST LIKE ME

THAT DAY,SATURDAY,

CINDY HUIJING & I WENT DOWN

TO BUY SWEET TALK

I ALMOST MET YC'S PARENTS

BUT I THINK THEY DIDN'T SEE ME

I'M SORRY THAT I MADE THEM GO ROUND WITH ME

IT'S NOT ONLY ONE ROUND BUT 4 ROUNDS

SORRY` I'M REALLY SORRY

AND FELT BAD

COME BACK TO TODAY

I WAS EXASPERATED BY A CALL

THAT STUPID MAN CALLED

HE CALL HIMSELF AS ''MR LOW''

CLAIMING THAT I KNOW HIM

AND I GAVE HIM MY NUMBER

NO ONLY THAT

WHEN I THREATEN THAT I'LL CALL POLICE

THAT STUPID MAN ASK WHERE AM I

DAMN ASS

SO ANGRY STUPID MAN

IF I KNOW WHO'S THAT BLOODY HELL WHO PRANK

I'LL NOT LET YOU OFF`!

♥ posted on 11:13 PM

October 20, 2007

习惯被拒绝的人会先拒绝
这一次至少是我先说离别
有一些痛楚看不见泪水
有一种防卫叫做我无所谓
要让你快乐原是我的心愿
可是你从不在意我的伤悲
丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑
却带走我一切
你不爱我
是我舍不得
是我不配
为你在狼狈
你不爱我
你真的不爱我
尽力而为我拼命给也是浪费
你不爱我
是我舍不得
是我不配
和命运作对
你不爱我
你真的不爱我
一直以为
我是后卫
原来只是那后备
要让你快乐原是我的心愿
可是你从不在意我的伤悲
丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑
却带走我一切
一直以为
我是后卫
原来只是
那后备

♥ posted on 9:43 PM

你笑着说
他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安
那么沉重
只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说
我们不是你和我
是我想太多
你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼
我是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说或许错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

♥ posted on 9:25 PM

October 18, 2007

I HATE TO SAY
BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW
I REALLY WHAT ALSO DIDN'T KNOW
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY
I'M SORRY
I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN IT
FOR I HAVE GAVE YOU ALL
I DIDN'T ASK YOU FOR MORE

PRACTICAL WAS SO BADLY DONE

I DIDN'T KNOW A SINGLE THING

I'M SO UN-OVER IT

IT'S RUNNING WILD

IN MY MIND

I CANNOT GET OVER IT

I'M DWELLING OVER YOU

I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS

BUT IT'S OK

I'VE DONE EVERYTHING

WHY YOU JUST CANNOT LISTEN

I GOT A LOT OF THINGS TO SAY

WHY CAN'T IT BE YOUR SIS KNOW IT THROUGH FRIENDSTER

WHY MUST BE ME

I DON'T UNDERSTAND

I REALLY WHAT ALSO DIDN'T SAY

BELIEVE ME CAN

I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING

♥ posted on 8:07 PM

October 15, 2007

I was confused lorx
No mood to study
I hate those bitches
Big butt
Black
White
Short
Tall
I don't care
I just don't like you all
I hate ALL OF YOUR`!
I was sick
Too sick to do anything
Talk bout anything

♥ posted on 7:36 PM

October 14, 2007

I'm ANGRY with those FUCKING bitches

Don't like to be call bitch then behave

I hate to call u bitches too

Need to attend wedding dinner

So did some make over

Put on make up

Dress like a true lady

♥ posted on 5:57 PM

Today was like bored`!
Well I should say fun though
Met up with Cindy bao bei
AT 10.30AM
Yes, it was early
Then we went to Jurong Entertainment
Wanted to study but it has failed
Ended up SHOPPING`!
But I did study ok`!

Went to cindy bao bei place study abit

Then went to find Qiang Qiang

Study chemistry

FUN`!

Completed organic chemistry

Then WeiWen came to look for me

Went to TBP

Ate griller

Then went back to find

QIANG QIANG LER LER WEN WEN

VV TOO`!

Wasn't studying was talking

I WAS HAVING FUN OKAY`!

♥ posted on 12:09 AM

October 12, 2007

OMFG`!

I cannot believe what i saw today

I went to meet cindy

We were late

Plan to go tea garden to study

Then this dogs&cats[I mean rain]

Then we cabbed down to library

I was like OPL

LerLer,VV,Cindy&me

We were in library

Since late morning till afternoon

Then VV&me saw this guy

He was talking to a girl

We thought he was the girl dad

But it turned out to be

He is harssing the girl

OMFG`!

Do you believe??

In public library

What he want to do that???

He was being send off

He is not leaving the FUCKing library

He was strolling outside the library

So i called Sk to fetch us

He got this eerie eyes

Kept looking at us

EEEEE`!

I cannot take that stare at all`!

Went to school for tuition

Only QIANG QIANG,LER LER& ME

Was tired`!

♥ posted on 10:41 PM

Yesterday was fun
First i meet Banu,
I was late like usual
Then we went Fida's place
Note: Intention is to study
Ended up GOSSIPING again
Knowing we cannot study
We went holland village
Was shopping with fida

Second, meet up wenwen n VV

Went paragon

With weiwei joey

Qiang Qiang came along

Followed by amy

Went to eat

Slack around at cine

Was abit bored

Then we cab down to HAJI LAne

Wanting to have 'SHESA'

Then we went bugis

I was shopping with ling

She was like couldn't find things that

She long wanted

Then we headed home

Was chatting alot

WE GAVE OURSELVES A DAY OFF

♥ posted on 8:53 AM

October 10, 2007

I went to Zahira's place today to study
It wasn't so much bout study
But was more like gossiping
Was talking bout that girl i detesting now

I'm sorry to say bout you

But i cannot control myself

You make me feel threat

I was killed at the moment

The moment I saw it

Those uncontrollable feeling

It was dashing in my heart

Thousand of hate came into my sense

I don not know what happen but I just hate

Maybe I cannot take it easily

But i'm trying real hard

And you,those bitches, wanting to test me

I hate to be test

I wouldn't have that much patient

WITH YOU BITCHES

So get a life

Stop going flirting, shaking butt

♥ posted on 6:02 PM

October 9, 2007

I Was in all sort of you know what
I cannot believe myself
What had really happen on me
And i really go through it

What really makes myself proud

Was i did not dwell on him anymore

I feel that there is someone else

I really love

of cos That's my LAO POs

Maybe sometimes what i say

Really hurt them

But i love them most

I adore Them

THOSE BITCHES YOU WILL GET IT FOR ME

I'LL GET YOUR HEAD BIG

WHEN U WANT TO GO GA GA WITH ME

I'M A VICIOUS WOMAN

I WOULDN'T LET ANYONE ESCAPE FROM MY HAND

Missing

♥ posted on 7:31 PM

October 8, 2007

OMG!!
I think today is my most hard-working day
I've study from 9.30 am to 5.15pm
Wah i should say i've change
Change for the better
I need to study real hard to score
I want to score hahax

9.30am-meet Zahira Banu ,Rafida & Shuhana
Studied my POA n Maths
i cannot concentrate
Those sec2 boys were way too noise
I scolded them i cannot stand them

1.15pm - Saw lingwei Ivy them then went lunch with them

2pm- When for tuition with mrs pang together with

Soon Keong,Pei Wen,Ivy Foler &lingwei

Learn alot

Then went hawker saw him

I got no reaction

I've died

But still lies within me

Tri-relation

♥ posted on 11:04 PM

October 6, 2007

I was in a agony
I don't know what happen
Last night, i recevied msg
It was a horrible night yesterday
I was like on drug everything went blur
I don't know what i was talking about
I was talking to him nonsense
I only remembered, I cried
My heart was soured

The soured feeling hurt my whole mood

I knew i was stupid

I cant control myself I hate this feeling

I knew i was in wrong too

I told Sk how i feel

I told huijing

Nothing can be done

Even it will be too late to say all this

I love him

But i cannot stop him

I gave him what he want

But he cannot comprehend my feeling

I was stupid , I'm awake now

I will control my feeling

Now I lose a man I love

But I'm young to find a new man

I'll stop dwelling on this relationship

But think about my future

My other forest , not a tree

Sensible

♥ posted on 7:19 PM

October 5, 2007

Here, i blog again
Today was the lat day of school life
And it has been 5days and i'm counting down
I knew it would be stupid to do so
But i don't really care
Back to normal, i was so crazy and so relieve
He wasn't there to stop me from those 'unwanted'
Well, i was really crazy show Sk my 'wu yin jiao'
And my FIFTEEN hahax
If he saw it he will explain
Well, almost cried out for all thoses things
There was signing all over my white shirt
Except for a few i didn't gave it to them to sign
And one of them were HIM
Neither he ask me sign
Well it's okay for me
I knew there is no more feeling
So do i, it was in a process though
After that HUIJING CINDY JIA YI & ME
WENT SWIMMING!!!!
Wah that would be the most excitng moment
It was so fun the pool filled with laughter
OF Cause it's my HUIJING N CINDY partially JIAYI
Hahax was fun i never knew being with friends was that fun
Then we went to eat , jia yi was in a rush to feed her dog
So we went home

MISSING

♥ posted on 7:34 PM