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March 28, 2008

omg`!!

i'm suffering from headache`!

my body design exam is tomorrow`!!

i damn scared lorx`!!

i going bonker le`!!

i love my TATTOO`!!!

♥ posted on 9:14 AM

March 23, 2008

i was totally sick`!!!

grr`!!

gosh`!!

wok up so damn early`!!

today is sunday`!!

i woke up so unwillingly`!

due too my sensitive nose that cause me to have fever, sore throat, light-headedness, headache`!!

totally no strength at all`!!

so washed up and took a cab to holland for doctor.

than i got some medication and the stupid nasal spray.

i hate it`!

something gonna stuck in my throat.

that feeling totally make my hair stand`!

i couldn't make it for the ester lunch`!!

that is the part i hate most`!!

it's just not my day AT ALL~!!

♥ posted on 8:28 PM

March 19, 2008

15March08

i left for malaysia for the course`!!

i woke up at 5.30am.

i was running late.

omg`!! i super panic lorx`!!

thank god uncle wilson came to fetch me.

thanks val for your blueberry cupcakes`!!

it's yummy delicious.

thought that there will be a jam in the causeway,thank god there wasn't a jam`!!

everything went smoothly`!!

16March08

hi all, i'm back from Malaysia`!

that trip was fun and fulfilling.

i've learned alot.

be it in life, in sales or in relation.

the motivator really seriously was a marvelous one.

the best one so far.

whatever he said was really happening in my last relation.

so i decided that i should not wait for others to change for me.

i need to change myself so others will know my change, feel that i really care about them.

in this way, i'm changing for my sake.

i don't want others to accommodate with me.

but the talk was a energy drainning one.

i was so tired`!!

17March08

grr`!!

i went for my body check-up, and alot of things crop up.

seriously i think i got problem.

i almost fail my colour test.

i almost fail my urine test`!!

omg.

i now super panic.

i'm suppose to go back and do it again`!!

hope i could make it the next trip.

then i went to Dr Adeline wong brand new clinic.

it's called the Oral Care Centre.

she has this wonderful room.

with a nice view.

and was so sophisticated.

i love her clinic`!!

then meet up with aunty betty there.

she had her appointment there.

then we went to buy rice roll for our lunch`!!

then quickly hail down a cab and rush to the shop.

lucky we was early.

and my blur aunty betty don't even know her hair pin drop.

she walked around with her messy hair.

lol.

quickly buy a hair pin.

♥ posted on 8:55 AM

March 12, 2008

i was so angry with this copycat.

hello if you want people to treat you good, don't talk at your back, i think you need to know what to do.

seriously, don't always copy others people dress-sense.

afterall, people wouldn't give a damn respect for you AT ALL`!!

i really don't understand why can't you have your own sense of fashion`?

is it that HARD`?

i really don't understand you.

i don't understand you have grown up so much but seriously you brain hasn't grown that much`!

i'm sorry and wish god could forgive all this saying.

i know it's a sin.

but i couldn't control myself for saying it out.

i'm a straight person i cannot stop myself to say this copycat.

really`!!

please don't see other people and go buy the same or similar things.

really all this credits don't go to you at all.

people will only thinks that you are good.

but who is the one who is really good in fashion sense.

not you` afterall will you get any compliments`?

no`! this is the answer i'm giving to you now`!

♥ posted on 10:43 PM

March 11, 2008

no why no nothing.
yesterday was fun.
you know who those people are.
thanks for the night.
and darling sorry i knew you were to tired and yet you came along.
thanks i really love you appreciate you alot.
okay let forget about yesterday talk about today.
today i was fucking angry with the chao kwui teoy uncle.
okay as i promised my loving caring auntty betty i will buy her lunch today.
as we start late for work.
so i went down an hour before my work start expeacting i could be on time with this hour before.
but with that fucking uncle who thinks that his kwui teoy is fantastic.
make me wait for 45minutes and that's not all`!!
he give an fucking attitude.
i was like WTF`!!!!!
it's because of him i waited so long then while i was waiting i thought okay it going to rain soon but he only need to clear 1 more person and it will be my turn.
but it took that old woman don't know how long to ask how much i want.
GRR~!!! ROARSSSS`!!!!
then it's raining CATS AND DOGS~~~!!!!!
which make me no choice to buy an umbrella`!!
waste so much money because of him.
i so pissed.
never mind then i got back to work.
i got tease by aunty betty and aunty felicia.
because there's this guy who come down and do facial.
and whenever he come he is quite slient those type.
then when he came today,he was talking to me about poly stuff.
because he is studying in poly currently.
then he kept talking to me.
so i have no choice to answer him luhs.
then after he left aunty betty say to me
" don't you find junjie today abit different?? "
i say " i don't know lehx. why? "
"no lahs. he normally come he don't talk that much. and this is the 2nd time he see you, and he talk so much to you."
i was like huh`?? link mehx.
lol.
but seriously i don't like him.
arr`!!
i so sad.
i don't tattoo le lahx`!!
tattoo is an idiot`!!!
i hate tattoo`!!!
TATTOO YOU SUCKS`!!

♥ posted on 11:22 PM

March 8, 2008

okay. i'm back.
after so long of not posting.
basically my life is not fulfilling.
i'm working but yet not grumbling.
i used to be a unhappy girl.
though now i'm still one.
but practically i'm better now.
i'm sorry.
i wish to apologise to all my angels in life.
all those childish things i did.
i swear i'm not going to be like that anymore.
i'll not go into pubs or what so ever unless there is an occassion for me.
not trying to implicate anything just i wish we could be like last time.
i knew i have changed alot.
which alot of people seems unhappy about me.
yes, this hit me alot.
i have lose once, i don't wish to lose another time.
to me now.
all my angels in all walks of life is IMPORTANT`!
i have realised all those things you all have done did an impact in my heart.
which i truely appreciate now.
i hope it's not late.
today i promise.
and i swear drinking really give me problem.
after the steamboat we had i realised i had 3 good mugs of beer.
which now giving me migrains.
this really hit me.
i told HJ darling i really don't wish this thing happening on me.
i hope baby WX WW`! all of my friends just give me 1 more chance.
yes, i'm now busy with work.
sorry but i'll try to make up all those time i missed out from u all.
please give me some time.
i just need a bit more of time.
i wouldn't have blame anyone.
cause the true culprit is me.

to chantel baby
baby i'm sorry.
i don't know whether u feel disturb by all those act of mine
but we will still stay true.
give me some time.
i'll become the old me.

♥ posted on 11:47 PM

March 5, 2008

4th march 08
was sort of busy with my viwawa & of course my application-cum-admin.
but was also busy messaging with my dear.
he arhx`!! grr`!!
but he's good`!!
talked to him awhile he went to have his lunch then he headed for his soccer match.
he SCORE`!
yupx. he did it. so happy for him.
but while waiting for him to finish i when to play viwawa because i have completed my application form just that i have not took my photo to paste it on therefore it's not ready for posting yet`!
so i played viwawa like 1hour++
then i spend like $2 but i think i was being cheat.
that stupid thing`!!!
ROARSSS`!!!
bluff my feelings.
i want it to send my wawa to my phone so i can show it to HJ but it doesn't seems like it WORKS~!!!
so angry`!!
then i stomp off to bath.
need to meet my darling HJ after her work to do some shopping.
then we had some yummy delicious gelare.
we had soy choco orea choco & my favourite banana walnut`!!!
omg`!!
i can imagine i have put on tons of weight since the "o" level is over.
i'm like putting all those yummy delicious food into my mouth without thinking.
i think it's time for me to go on a diet`!!
need to cut down on my sugar`!!
CARBOhydrates`!!
omg`!!
and i think i going to fall sick soon`!!
having headache since yesterday night.
so sweet of dear to ask me take care.
oh ya talking about my headache partially is because my STUPID CHICKEN ASSHOLE BROTHER`!!!
so so so angry him`!!
he ASSHOLE~!!
never mind he is going to Melbourne for the goeg field trip
thanks god it will be a week.
good i can calm down for this WHOLE WEEK`!!
okay now the scary part`!
in another 15 mims i going out for my dental appt.`!!!
i really really scare`!!
dental appt is grr`!!!

♥ posted on 9:08 AM

March 4, 2008

i was like busy those few days

running to different places to attend the same thing.

except for 3march.

cos` i start my work routine again.

it was so coincidental that i met HJ in the bus.

that shity girl forever late de lorx.

if she wasn't dashing for the bus i think the bus will pass her and i will not met her.

that girl so blur she cannot see me and i'm directly in front of her`!!

until i call her`!!!

GRRR`!!!

oh ya i need to announce that I'M BUSY`!!

really busy`!!!

with all those enrollment & adminstration for poly

and my work`!!

it like i'm growing haggard`!!

alot of things should be done

but i'm like running out of time`!!

so i wish i got another extra time for everything`!!

but that FAT HOPE`!!

still poundering about things i should have forgo long ago`!!

i feel so useless;helpless.

I'M SO IN TO VIWAWA`!!

♥ posted on 12:12 PM

March 2, 2008

♥ posted on 1:46 PM

okay today i going to be busy as bee.
i need to go to church in about an hours time to see the ritual of aunty betty's dad.
then was uncle kok zai's wake.
omg it's like so many.
i don't mean to say any stuff or what. just that i hate this feeling.

♥ posted on 1:37 PM

March 1, 2008

okay i was early today.
so early i cannot believe that it's my Saturday routine.
i don't have to work today cos of something that i have mention in the previous post.
i went over to uncle pak's place to stay.
because i knew i will be bored at home.
mummy & ah po went to batam early morning leaving bro & me alone at home.
if i were to face him whole day alone i think i will be rotten.
he will definitely gaming the whole day.
so decided to move to uncle pak's place.
well, intend to have soccer game in the morning but it's raining now.
so was CANCELLED.
that's why i'm god damn free to blog now.
as you all can see i so god damn free i blogging stupid stuff that is un-related to anything.
wahahax`!
i feel so lethargic now. for one moment i feel like scolding f*** off.
my dear cousin mr yip teng jun he came into the room & clap his hand and say " get up`! hello it's morning already~" i was like can you give me some time i want to sleep more.
but i still got up. but having my nose being block.
but i was thinking how is aunty betty doing.
well, not worried at all. just wish to know what she is doing now.
wonder she has enough sleep or not.
i really feel that everyone, be it those i don't really like or those i adore.
they are god gifts.
they enter my life telling me what type of people there is in this world.
and those who were my friends they are really angels.
i really feel blessed with all the people that come into my life.
to those i don't like i wouldn't feel any bother with you in my life.
i should thanks you for entering into my life and show how & what character you have and i've leanred that having bad character it's nothing to be proud of.
okay. now i really got nothing to comment about.
i want to go shopping for my school bag`!!
i was wondering i should buy the agnes`b bag or not.
still thinking really hard to decide. it's really difficult`!!

bohoo`!!
i cut my freaking frizzy hair`!!!
okay, it's like damn short??
i think i look ku ku in that hair style.
but i think i'm going to get over it real soon.

real bad news this few days.
1st was someone passed away shall not mention.
then was aunty betty's dad
followed by my aunt's uncle
now was uncle kok zai.
why everyone is like leaving this world.
what happen`?
i feel so upside down.
the world is going another way round.
i'm not happy with these news.

♥ posted on 10:53 AM