Mood: Neutral.
NS1 re-test over. Copied all from Qiao YingLi. Hahaha. I realised that school is so bored nowadays. Cause EXAM is coming. Is so annoying. WAHAHAHA! Im so going to start. Step only. WAHAHAHA. Now going to prepare for Pharmacology. Damn annoying part is I passed but still need to re-test and attend peer-tutoring. But peer tutoring was not bored, got farhan , ayu and jia jia. Pharmaco lecture is so boring. Kuku show me some thing. So mushy idiot. lols. Wahahaha. Everything seems fine this few days. Nothing much, but just feels a bit sad.? I dont know is it sad or what. Just not in a mood. Recently, there's lots of stuff going on and off my mind. STRESS`! ARGH!!!!! Headache. I seriously have no idea what I need to do now. So not in mood to study or think. Hahaha. I want to go out of singapore to relax. I need bond! Need money! I want to do something special. I miss him lots. But he's busy. Well well, all I can do is wait.

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Hahahah. Now in school. BORED! Trying hard to remember all the topic for the Re-test. But it seems like nothing goes in. I got no mood. I dont know, still I cannot get over it. *Roll eyes. Merepek. I hate to say that kuku is super lucky. Way luckier than me. Kuku now studying. Im slacking. Wahahaha. Facebook is boring for me now. Hahaha. Nothing to do. NOTHING TO DO. What the Fcuk you want? Give me some hint about it. Wants to do something.....

I still dont know what it the problem? Maybe Im slow? Maybe Im not observance enough. Can you just tell me what can I do. I likes it when it short and straight to the point. A lot of things running through my mind. I dont know what to say but to sit back and wait. This is not what I wanted, for now. It now a relax, lepak time for me. All I want was a answer to all. :(

Labels: Heading to school soon to prepare my NS1 re-test.

Super duper. Im venting on blog. 12mn struck and nothing happen smoothly. Diarrhoea, reflux, upset and pissed. Seriously Im speechless already. SIAN-ed. Farhan say I bodoh, Yar, come to think of it, Yes, Im a bodoh to everyone. Just shoot me down now. No mood, didnt attend meeting, went to school late. I feel like shit. Talking to farhan was something that relieves my stress. At least, he listened. Nice friend that I have make. Kuku didnt come to school. I feel so ice cream. I feel like just quit. Out of the game, out of school. Politics, friends and whatever shit. I dont "ala" people, that's other people jobs. This is shit. If I "ala" you will you bring me far.? No right? Than wake up the idea, I would not "ala" you. You aint god to me. If you think, you are that good, find someone else to "ala" you. Not me. And dont make yourself like one babi hanging there for sales. Please, look into the mirror. I may not look pretty at least I got pride, even I lost some these few days, but at least I learned to have pride unlike you. You think you are good, best, no one can fight. I definitely can find someone better than you. So please, dont act as if your pride worth a million. It worth nothing to me now. I will not give you any respect for being like that. I just find myself stupid to know you in the first place. If I never get to know you, I wouldnt realize that in this world there is such person exists. Fcuk if you dont change than I will not treat you as a friend anymore.

Fuck the world!!
Serious shit, I have not yet know what to do after so many hours. Annoying shit. Take pride take pride. How much can your pride worth. Zero dollars. So fcuk off luh. You KNNNBCCB!! Faster wake up the idea luh. CCB I think I got better things to do also. Is this retribution? Karma? Whhy Im getting the shit out of all.? Cant I get something better?? Something better than this?? I feel so ice cream. This is no pride. Cheap-o.

I think I did the MOST bodoh thing ever.
Im sorry Im sorry Im sorry Im VERY VERY VERY VERY SORRY!!!!
No doubt I wish I can say it face to face but I know there wouldnt be a chance. Im lost. Serious shit. I dont know what Im going through but I just hate it. If sorry can bring me far, Im willing to say it a million times. It may seems that Im in the highest STUPID-ITY level, but I dont mind. It's all me me me AND me. I shouldnt have said such thing. But, sad to say, I wasnt thinking at that point of time that's when I said it out. Im sorry. But I cannot do anything to it anymore. SKEPTICAL thinking kills. And I cannot help it. I dont know what else I can do now. Just no words can describe it.

WONG SIEW FONG THE BIG STUPID HEAD!!!

Monday- School is bored. Fiza cancelled lecture. School start at 9am. Trying to recap all the skills. I dont know how's the video thing going but Im damn late for submission . So I so not going to be bother. Im so not in mood for school cause of something. Smoke a stick with farhan and talked to him about it. Maybe he's right. It's not what you think, it's a different expression I should say. But still I got to think for myself. Im not going to be naive like last time. Is it true, if I put in effort I'll get a good return?? Is it true, if I be nice to someone in return you will be nice.? Maybe is all false impression. Maybe it wouldnt happen to me. I thinking real hard, as a whole, am I good enough? Or am I just as bad as last time? Not going to dwell about the past. Think about the future. I couldnt even see the present.

Stress. So damn stress. I dont know what is happening to me nowadays.  I feel shit-y. Fcuk the world. I dont know what I need in life. I see no future. Is it just me, or everyone? Sometime I cannot think properly, I dont know what to do. Yes, Im skeptical. In every way. I wish I can be less skeptical. I want it to be simple. How I wish I did not start in the first place, so it wouldnt be difficult for me. 

Back to school. One word. NICE. It's way better than staying at home. Was so groggy today. ARGH! But was happy though. Went for the HS talent audition, damn funny I couldnt stop laughing, WAHAHAHA. Especially the Beat-box-ing guy. Everyone is sick in HSN. SIAN. Not quarantine, fever or flu and cough. So annoying. i just recovered and everyone around me is sick. 

Sick-ening`! 

I MISS YOU BABY! I MISS YOU BADLY! 

Labels: IMY

Im so sad. ARGH!!! So stressed up with stuffs and more stuffs. Well, people around will say, " That's life girl. So just endured." WHATEVER! Im not a dumb to endure all those nonsense stufff. Seriously, school was just mundane. I want to take bond but application is closed. *sob sob.
Yesterday met up with WW LW FL HJ SK PW MT and AMY.
Small celebration with Amy.
Was really tired.
Headed home with WW around 12.
Im having big problem, headache arh.....

Skipped NSL this morning as I couldnt make my way out from my bed. Then headed school late. I feel so sucky this few days. ARGH!!! I dont know what happen, maybe hypothalamus malfunctioning. lols. I got the urged to SAY NO TO CIGGS. Seriously, nowadays ciggs not nice at all. So I think I should stop. HAHAHA!! Im going to uphold my words. 

Heeelllllooo.

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