September 29, 2009
Life is interesting great. Im in loves with people around me. Be it you, me, he or she. Totally awesome. So stuck at home on sunday out on monday.
Monday is so blue to some. But my monday wasnt. Totally bagus! Went to B's house. Then headed town. Watched Inglorious Bastard. Okay, to me, I dont reallly like it. Its seems like so dry. B say is because this director likes to do long shots. Which is dry for people like ME! Lols. Not a bad show.
Then headed to Pandan loop. Then West coast C&C. Zul abg, you got accident. :O Lols. His car, Wan a lesson to learn. Lols. Eyan im so scared. Hope you are fine Zul! Then mac, yishun dam. HomeSweetHome!!!
♥ posted on 5:20 PM
September 27, 2009
IRRITATING ASSHOLE. Easily written, difficult to say. What's on my mind wasnt what you were thinking at that very moment. Maybe, it's time. Time to unleashed out. Maybe it's true. It's you. It's me. But never a we. I've tried to make something different. But maybe it just didnt pay off that well. Well, it does show that whatever shit I do did not have a return. Instead, it makes me feel more terrible. Maybe Im just not the one you are looking for. Neither I think you are the one thats on my mind. I cannot believe what you did? Always asked me to put myself in your shoes, come to think about it only silly people do that. See no point putting it when it makes no different. Just want to get out of it. Harping on it just makes life difficult. Making a feat for ourselves. Ended up fruitless perception.
♥ posted on 1:45 AM
September 22, 2009
A penny of thought, why humans are so contradicting. Why never they appreciate people & things in their life.? Isn't all this the best things on earth.? They should be contented that they have their love ones around. Having things that are wants and not needs. Isn't this the best thing your parents can give you?? Or you think that this is what they should do for you? Maybe I'm just too busybody, poking my nose. But still, I feel people should know the word. " Contentment"
I need to pick myself up from some place, stand up at that very spot. I feel so down this few days. Though you were so nice, so sweet, so appreciating. But still I'm never good enough for you. Maybe, you are too nice. I'm not sure. Maybe all this is a illustration. Pretty unsure. Things always turned out the way it shouldn't be. I realized Im not who I am anymore, I start to drift. Like a floating log. Floating away. Not very sure, where I am, whom I am with and what I do.
It's not you not me anymore. It's we. That's what I learned. Be selfless.
♥ posted on 7:39 PM
September 21, 2009
Dead BORED!!!! This is the way I spend my holiday. Got a plan, ended up cancel. What a plan. Frankly, I dont know what to comment or to say. Well, thats my friends, we do what we think at that very moment. Lols. Result is out, Timetable is out. Serious Shit. I got the hell out of it. * Roll my eyes. Monday-Wednesday, i start at 8am. Holy mama, I need to wake up at 5am just to go school. Im so screwed up with the new timetable.
Thurs& Fri starts at 9am. I feel its so turned off to go school now. But the best part of my timetable is I end school early almost everyday except for Mon and Tues.
Now Im thinking what should I do today. Cessca's gathering is on pending. HJ's gathering has no idea what time. So what time should I start preparing. My silly is still happily sleeping like a log.
I want to go sentosa!!!
♥ posted on 11:34 AM
September 19, 2009
End of my sad-ed story, start of my new life.
Busy for the past few weeks and you people seriously will not understand how hard it is to survive in this field. STRUGGLE is the word. Struggle to communicate with all sorts of people, all sorts of asshole. Now Im dumping this bag into the sea. Relieved, is the word now. Good luck peeps for 2nd batch of attachment.
Want to go on diet. Feeling damn fat every single day. OHMYGAWD. Lols. I need to shed those fatty lipids away. Can I do it with a MAC Big Breakfast meal, please.??? That will definitely bring me more lipids than usual. Want to go suntanning, swimming, dancing. Be an indian. Motto for life: Drink, Drunk, Drama& Dance. Pretty cool uh. Like totally. But not totally being an indian, only motto. They are way too hairy, typical indian I mean. My black friends dont, they shave. A matter of hygiene problem. Lols.
Went geylang serai with Wan, Zul, Eyan && Baby. I totally agreed that they should prohibit prams into the area. Its so dangerous for both pedestrian and baby. Totally hot, sweat like one melting snow. It was a pleasant night with some happening stuff. Wan and gang did stupid stuff that was really hilarious. I cant stop thinking. $30 for BJ anyone?? Till you cum. LOLS. EEEEEKKK, I will die in front of you. I think its fun being with them, never stop dancing.
♥ posted on 5:44 PM
September 15, 2009
Its the last week of attachment. I feel so good. :D For the past 2 weeks I couldnt sleep well at all. Goodness gracious me. So weak. A lot of things happen. Just like today, I feel bad towards the patient. I going bonkers, Im so fat!!! I have been eating non-stop for the past few days. Breakfast, LJS, KFC && full of subway. Literally eating fats!!! I want to relax for the next one month, just before school starts. I want to undergo plastic surgery, do my face & body. Lols. So random of me.
Silly, busy like a bumble. Im giving him tons of stress. Wahahaha!!! He cannot take it anymore. Tues,wed& thurs is shooting time. Take care sayang. Aku cinta kau. Sayang kau.
♥ posted on 7:44 PM
September 13, 2009
I started to think about everything in my life. School, Love, Family, Work. But it seems like nothing work for me. School starts to get mundane every single day. Love, i got nothing to say. Family, I feel hard to communicate with my aunt. Work, seriously like shit. Now then i realised that no matter what occupation you holding, you need to lick others boots. I feel like this is so ridiculous. TSK TSK!! I feel fcuking stress since thursday. I dont know how. So many skills to complete. And Im lagging of time. Friday & Saturday. Bad weekends. I couldnt sleep. I need liquor to coax me to sleep. Though I suffer ache when I woke up, I feel good for I got my sleep. I feel so troubled. Just dont know what else I do to make everyone to be happy or satisfy with me. You, Me & Him/Her. Sounded so complicated. Make it simple for me.
♥ posted on 12:31 PM
September 3, 2009
Heelllooo peeps, its been a long long time since my last update. Real busy. Lets see, hmmm, was busy since the week before. It started with study week. The very first day of study week, I accompanied baby to repair his Pro, then headed to vivo, watched UP. TTU movie. After that was mugging for my modules. LOLS. Then was exam. Then now, attachment. Im going to burn my 3weeks of holiday there. Give me a break. Last CA, CI wasnt nice but staff were really good. This CA, CI is nice but staff were really annoying. Just wish my CA end real soon.
Baby was busy also. Miss him, that silly bf of my. I wish He can just rest himself for a day or two. Gonna stop and start preparing for my work.
♥ posted on 8:57 AM