July 28, 2009
Super duper. Im venting on blog. 12mn struck and nothing happen smoothly. Diarrhoea, reflux, upset and pissed. Seriously Im speechless already. SIAN-ed. Farhan say I bodoh, Yar, come to think of it, Yes, Im a bodoh to everyone. Just shoot me down now. No mood, didnt attend meeting, went to school late. I feel like shit. Talking to farhan was something that relieves my stress. At least, he listened. Nice friend that I have make. Kuku didnt come to school. I feel so ice cream. I feel like just quit. Out of the game, out of school. Politics, friends and whatever shit. I dont "ala" people, that's other people jobs. This is shit. If I "ala" you will you bring me far.? No right? Than wake up the idea, I would not "ala" you. You aint god to me. If you think, you are that good, find someone else to "ala" you. Not me. And dont make yourself like one babi hanging there for sales. Please, look into the mirror. I may not look pretty at least I got pride, even I lost some these few days, but at least I learned to have pride unlike you. You think you are good, best, no one can fight. I definitely can find someone better than you. So please, dont act as if your pride worth a million. It worth nothing to me now. I will not give you any respect for being like that. I just find myself stupid to know you in the first place. If I never get to know you, I wouldnt realize that in this world there is such person exists. Fcuk if you dont change than I will not treat you as a friend anymore.
♥ posted on 7:29 PM