February 25, 2008
to the secret, i may not know who you are, but i just hope we don't get into any misunderstanding.cos' it's just ain't the way i want it to be.so hope you can accept it.if not you can choose not to read it. cos this is an open blog, i can choose to be selective but it's a hassle to do it.so i appreciate you give me comment, thanks.now is like 1am.still didn't went into sleepy mode.was so happy that actually my dear friends came in time to love me once again.they are really good nice people.they don't come & go, they stay by me.once again.dear kenny love me.dear WX care for me.i realised all my friends ain't passer-by.they are like angel.each has it's own way to TLC me.thanks.for him, he's already be my past.maybe i have done too much or too little.he can't be mine anymore.holding on ; dwelling on , it's no longer making me feel happy or feel love.having you in the past was a candy for a kid.crying on for you now was like having a cancer cell in me.it's not i don't have love wthin me for you.it's time for me to forgo everything.having memories, be it good times or bad times.things ain't going to change for me.maybe there is still a corner for you.thinking about it. i'm silly, humans are just animals with high developed brain & structure.think highly of themselves.but everyone has it's own good skill in them which god gave it to them.i'm being holy here, for this moment.sometime i wish i fail my 'o' so i can go oversea to study.leave all this " burden" and study there.but i came to realise i can't.if i have friend with me in singapore and i can feel lonely.i think out there me, being alone, i will die of loneliness.thanks for everything. those credits really need to go to all my friends`!
♥ posted on 12:56 AM