January 23, 2008
i'm into a serious sickness.
i having these butterflies that actually stuck inside me`!!
which is a sign; warning; indication
of me being too stressed out.
for the result is going to be out so soon.
i'm not prepared.
yesterday was so stressed during the night.
when aunt ling & aunt betty was talking about my result release.
both were supportive.
they say that it's okay that i didn't do well.
cos' everyone have their own strong point.
and aunt ling say she want to sent me oversea to study.
as in if i didn't do well for my 'o' level.
i don't want to go oversea.
i think if i really didn't do well enough i just have to try again.
if i were to leave singapore it will be another 2-3years
before i could come back.
and i know i'll be home sick.
i'll miss all my friends.
ESP. huijing cindy lingwei wanxin peiwen weiwen.
generally all those that goes out with me more often.
so i told aunt ling that actually i don't wish to be sent oversea.
it may be a good start for me over there.
all those unwanted memories of mine.
but i think it's good that i wait till my result is out then i settle about this oversea things.
so i'm praying so hard that i want the result which allows me to enter into the course.
well, let the god lead me to where i should be.
as i believe him.
this result thing is getting my head big.
i was so worried i think i didn't really get into sleep yesterday night.
gosh`!
i'm so worry.
it's like i'm going to die.
i'm like gasping for breathe.
♥ posted on 8:40 AM