December 13, 2007
I DON'T KNOW WHAT AND HOW I GOING TO DO`!I'M SO MIXED LORX`!I DON'T KNOW WHY`!MY FEELING FOR YOU`!WAS NOT GOING OFF`!!I SO SAD CAN`!I WAS DEVASTATED OKAY`!YOU FINALLY TALKED TO ME`!BUT WHY ENDED LIKE THAT`!NOT THAT I DON'T WANT TO CARE ABOUT YOU`!PLEASE YOU SHOULD KNOW MY FEELING`!today i was happy`!!as in suseela was scolded by a shawl promoter`!omg`!what a good news`!even i dislike the promoter for a reason or another`!thanks arhx`!she scolded suseela ''stupid''she took her punch card and leave`!good job`!1point added to you`!hahax`!i was so happy was talking to the butch in atriumwe were backstabbing herwas talking to MEL promoter then realise she don't like her either`!omg`!i thought what only i get scolding for nothing`!then realise she only like to scold girls`!i did not do anything wrong si jie also didn'tsi jie told me he didn't get scoldingit is like so unfair`!!!please lahx`!don't BIG SMALL EYES so obvious can`?is like i can't believe you are such a person`!i thought you were those who will treat people fairly`!then i realise you are not`!i can't believe it`!when 5pm, i heard khamisha say
suseela is going to relieve her for break
i quickly went out of the counter`!
i didn't want to see her`!
i was so pissed by her action another day
i've yet to forget about it`!
i don't know`!
even i know what you want
i can't give you`!
maybe all we need is time`!
time will change me, change you`
this love is like a knife stab deep down my flesh
and leaves a un-recovered wound
it leaves a scar that cannot be remove
unless i go for a plastic surgery
but for the sake of you, i wouldn't
for the sake , i still love you`!
♥ posted on 8:32 PM