♥.|| NOT ME. NOT YOU. ||

November 28, 2007

I'M SORRY`!
I REALLY REGRET`!
BOY` I KNOW YOU SAW THE POST`!
IF YOU KNOW ME WELL
LIKE WHAT YOU USED TO SAY
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO KNOW ME WELL
THEN YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT ACTUALLY IS THE TRUTH`!
NO MATTER WHAT I POST WHAT I SAID WHAT I COMMENT
USED THE OLD WAY TO LIKE
USED THE OLD HEART TO SEE
THEN I THINK YOU KNOW IT WAS THE OPPOSITE
JUST LIKE I NEVER EXPRESSED HOW MUCH ACTUALLY I CANNOT HAVE YOU
BUT I STILL WILL UNTIL THE LAST MINUTES`
MAYBE WHAT I WRITE REALLY DID HURT THE ESTEEM
I'M HERE TO SAY I'M SORRY
AS I CAN ONLY SAY
I CAN LET YOU GO BUT MY HEART CAN'T
YOU MIGHT HAVE SOMEONE ELSE IN MIND
BUT IT DID NOT CHANGE ME`THE MINDSET`!
I MIGHT BE STUPID
SO WHAT I DON'T CARE`!!
FOR SO LONG HAVE I EVER COMMENT ABOUT THE SENSES OF YOURS`?
IT HAD BEEN RECENT THAT I MAKE THOSE
FORGET IT IF YOU THINK I'M USELESS
YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW WHAT ACTUALLY HIT DEEP DOWN THERE`!
FOR YOU WAS A NOTHING
BUT IT CANNOT HAPPEN ON ME`!
THAT DAY WHEN I SAW YOU AT GHIM MOH
I DON'T KNOW THE URGE OF PEEPING YOU WAS THERE
I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU WERE THERE
IT'S KIND OF SAD
MAYBE WHEN WE ARE SEPERATE
FREEDOM WAS THE THING WE GAIN
THERE WASN'T THOSE STRESS
THOSE NONSENSE QUARREL WE WILL DO
THOSE BICKERING WE DID
THOSE CRYING STUPID THINGS
THOSE SICK I WILL GET
THOSE COMPLAINT I USED TO SAY
IT'S BEEN DIFFICULT FOR ME`!
EVEN IT HAS BEEN ALMOST TWO MONTHS
YES, IT'S A LONG TIME A SUPER DUPER LONG TIME THAT I DON'T HAVE YOU BY MY SIDE
STUPID THINGS I DO TO MYSELF`!
SO WHAT I DID THAT`?
USELESS`!
I CANNOT CHANGE YOU BACK`!
WILFUL `DEPENDANT ` WAS MY FAULT
IF ONLY I CHERISH YOU LIKE BRANDED GOODS`!
THEN I THINK YOU WOULDN'T HAVE LEFT ME THAT EARLY
IF I HAVE GAVE YOU MORE TRUST` MORE FREEDOM
THEN I THINK THINGS WOULDN'T HAVE TURNED INTO SUCH A BAD SITUATION
WHY AM I SUCH WILFUL PERSON THAT MAKES THINGS TURN THE WAY I DON'T WISH
IF I HAVE CHANGE THIS WHEN I WAS YOUNG THEN I THINK I WOULDN'T FACE SUCH A PROBLEM NOW`!
TELL ME IF YOU HAVE TO FOR I THINK I NEED TO`!

♥ posted on 10:03 PM